I am a bottle, someone break me.

Why do I hide my feelings like they are going to make everyone hate me. Why do I keep them bottled up inside. It's like a one-sided investment, I put the feelings in and they stay and gain interest, but they stay there and never get put to use.
I can't even show the person I care about most how I really care. I am so careful not to make her uncomfortable, that I overlook the opportunities that I could show her my feelings. In a way I guess this post is for her, so she can see my true feelings.
I care about her more than anyone would know, she is the only thing besides the gospel that truely makes me happy, and gives me hope. Whenever I'm with her I can't help but smile to myself at the luck I had at meeting such an angel on earth. one glance into her eyes will give me the butterflies of a fast-moving rollercoaster. whenever she holds my hand, or gives me a hug, I never want to let go, I want time to stop so I can cherish the moment. She makes me feel like I can do anything, and wether we are looking at her old pictures, or just sitting while she is making phone calls, I am the happiest boy, because of the fact that I am with the girl I care for.
To her I write this, so she may know that even though I might not show it, I deeply care for her, and am going to make an effort of letting her see it.