My Letter To God
Dear Father,
I've failed thee. I've let one of thy precious souls dro through the crack. I was the rustling that caused the sheep to flee. Because of me, one of your children must wait a long seasone before obtaining salvation
How easily this race falls into offence. How foolish are we all. A prick on the heel is a welcome test to life,, but a prick to the heart could mean death to thousands. Chemicals block the mind and cause it to swirl words to dtupidity. Bickering and chaos are always soon to follow. What pain it causes my soul. Tears are damned by my stubborn pride. Why can't I just pain building in my gut. Such hostility towards a person, but yet at the same time such pitty. Pitty for the foolosh who don't want to listen to the truths they've known before.
Forgive me oh Lord, for my foolishness at offending one of the keepers of thy sheep. Forgive my lack of forsight, and lack of listening. And most of all, forgive my lack of dilligence. If I was persistant, this might not have happened. Don't blame them Father, blame me, thy servant that caused them to flee.
I love thee oh God, and I am striving to become good in thy sight. Please help me with this problem, this obastacle in time
-Elder Dane Hixson-
I've failed thee. I've let one of thy precious souls dro through the crack. I was the rustling that caused the sheep to flee. Because of me, one of your children must wait a long seasone before obtaining salvation
How easily this race falls into offence. How foolish are we all. A prick on the heel is a welcome test to life,, but a prick to the heart could mean death to thousands. Chemicals block the mind and cause it to swirl words to dtupidity. Bickering and chaos are always soon to follow. What pain it causes my soul. Tears are damned by my stubborn pride. Why can't I just pain building in my gut. Such hostility towards a person, but yet at the same time such pitty. Pitty for the foolosh who don't want to listen to the truths they've known before.
Forgive me oh Lord, for my foolishness at offending one of the keepers of thy sheep. Forgive my lack of forsight, and lack of listening. And most of all, forgive my lack of dilligence. If I was persistant, this might not have happened. Don't blame them Father, blame me, thy servant that caused them to flee.
I love thee oh God, and I am striving to become good in thy sight. Please help me with this problem, this obastacle in time
-Elder Dane Hixson-
posted by iamjew at 12:12 PM
2 Comments:
I won't ask what happened, or to whom, because the tone of your entry was rather personal. But if anything at all, remember that everyone has their agency, you can influence people, but you can never take away their own agency to choose.
Praying for you.
Dane Hixson.
It's me, "Spud."
I don't know why I feel this way, but I miss you. Well I do know why, but the reason I am confused is because it feels like you left my arms yesterday. Time has not done anything to change my view.
I am ashamed of myself. I am a completely different person than I was, and in doing so am not being true to myself. I have gotten myself into the worst situations possible. My whole life is now changed because of mistake after mistake. And here I sit thinking about you, and I'm puzzled at how I ever let you pass by.
Just wanted to thank you for all the amazing times. Wish I would have been more caring towards you.
I hope all is well for you, I know you are doing amazing and there is no need to get down on yourself, you are out there doing the Lord's work and so that my friend is a very very great thing!
-ky
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